I didn't know the answer to that one until I allowed myself to assume that maybe...maybe it's not - and took the plunges to find out.

I see now, having physically changed, that I could not have been more right, but in a wistful way I realize that I could have carried on without finding out - and what a shame to something deep and universal I can't put my finger on that would be.

Being aware of your soul is one thing; learning how it feels to step inside and be properly, warmly, snugly fitted to it is another and it's out of this world.